Some men personify determination.
Klarke was not better than them – he was the superlative. His
personality radiated itself everywhere he would go – to the walls,
to the machines, to the people around him. Sometimes it would make
the aura uncomfortable for the ones who felt it, and made them almost
certainly sure of standing not with a normal being as themselves, but
with a divine heroic presence. But the chapter would not close there.
It's not natural, they would say, in this age, for men with sharp
determination to be honest and humble as well – words whose origin
must certainly lie attributed to a prophecy or a vision of Klarke's,
by the men who invented them.
He relished learning – and that
seemed to be an unstoppable motivation towards his
self-actualization. The level of detail with which he could absorb
the observable enabled him to mix his essence with the unspoken
beauty around him. Many a times, he would just stand close to random
subsets of random universe, feel the rhythm, accepting it with a
strange intimacy.
His sight was sharp, as sharp as his
other senses of hearing, smell and taste. Somehow, they seemed to
symbolize a non-stop information flow between him and his compliment
– consisting of everything else. But the 'touch' was the most
sensitive – his fingers would elegantly trace the outlines of a
morning rose, like it was someone's most prized piece of art. With a
pencil between those fingers, he could create abstraction and reality
in unparalleled synchronization. With his thumb, he could feel the
piece of a charcoal sketch freshly prepared by him – breathing,
sensing, having a life of its own. For him, it was not just carbon
spread on paper in a randomly ordered fashion, but the ability to
give birth – to be a miniature God.
A die-hard romantic he would be. His
philosophy about life - “Live each moment like its your last.” He
could have silent abstract romances with the beauty around him –
beauty not just noticed by normal humanly perceptions, but whose sole
existence could make you forget the concept of 'me' and 'I', as you
delve into a universal plurality of homogeneity. These moments were
rare – rare but glorious, and for days altogether he would be
mesmerized by thoughts of capturing it forever – giving it the
immortality it truly deserves.
At times, he would imagine of a beauty
surpassing all previous unchallenged notions in his mind. A strange
consciousness would tell him the moment was near – he knew not why,
he knew not when. He did not know the sweet beautiful pain that was
to flood his heart. All he knew was that when the time comes, he and
his lady would be intoxicated with the purest forms of emotions
impossible to be captured by any known tools of human brilliance,
including he himself.
K
This is amazing. Seems like you have been reading some quality stuff.
ReplyDeleteNot exactly reading. 'Learning' would be a more appropriate term. :)
ReplyDeleteAyn Rand is making quite an impact on your writing style. Happy to know you are learning from none other than the best.
ReplyDeleteP.s. Klarke is a lot of you and Roark mingled together. :)
Yeah, I like the way she toys with words :)
ReplyDeleteAnd thank you for the appreciation.