"Sometimes I try to find a safe spot at night and pull out my phone and write your name in it and then go back again. Don't understand it. I can live with the fact that we have moved on but I can't live with the fact that every early memory or any association to love will have you in it. I can try and let go of you, I WANT to let go of you. But with you I need to erase me too. And that's unfair. Because that is something I can't do; I am not over you."
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