Tuesday, November 27, 2012

27th November 2012



KLARKE opens his eyes, and a sudden gush of blood explodes through his veins making him suddenly feel the cold metal around his arms. As his pupils dilate, everything seems so white and pure. The serenity instills a hybrid emotion of beauty and enigma. He feels something beneath his nose - his breath – being alive! As he takes in the alien cold air into his system, a sudden curiosity shakes his inner foundations vehemently.

"Where am I?"

He wants to feel his arms and legs, but the force pulling him down is too strong. He blinks his eyes furiously to gain vision - desperate to push away the ghost of ambiguity clouding his consciousness with patches of fear and impatience. A 'tick tock' sound synchronous with his heartbeat catches his attention, and he looks up to see a blurry huge ball of light suspended over his head, with a bottle of medicine suspended up on his right, and a meter beeping some vital stats in electronic signals. His mind works out the equation, and he has no idea how he ended up being there - in a hospital.
He wants to feel his feet, his legs - to stand up and walk and explore this place of which he has no evidence in memory. But his body fails him badly, and he still feels heavily bolted down to the bed.
He looks towards the side, shuts his eyes hard, and opens them again to look at a beautiful slim face enveloped in fair slim hands, with long hair covering portions of her face seemingly possessive of that beauty. Christine sleeps like a little fairy on the chair beside the hospital bed, her face resting beside Klarke's left arm, as she seems to embrace his left hand and sleeps with her mouth slightly open like a little girl. Klarke smiles, though even smiling takes up a lot of effort. He moves his fingers and suddenly feels her soft lips. He forgets why he is there, and just keeps looking at her. Exhausted with ecstasy, he feels the pillow behind his head and closes his eyes, unable to take that ecstatic strain any more.
His hand leaves contact and he looks up to see Anastasia, who seems to have a complicated emotion spread across her face. Her eyes gleam with tears of happiness, but her forehead shows signs of pain and grief. But Klarke doesn’t want to think about this, and he smiles at his cute little angel, and remembers how she still takes care of him like good old college days. But he’s so angry at Christine for suddenly going somewhere and leaving him alone. He tries to gather energy to ask, but neither his body nor mind seems to have the strength to do that.
Anastasia embraces Klarke’s hands and goes out to call the nurse. The nurse enters and starts preparing an injection. Anastasia whispers close to his face – “Everything will be alright, Babe” and with a beautiful smile spread across her face still so full of worry, she silently leaves when the nurse indicates her that the patient needs complete rest.
It’s a warm sultry evening when Klarke wakes up to find the doctor standing beside him examining his Medical Record file while noting down readings from the beeping instruments. He has been unconscious for two days after the injection, the doctor says. Klarke can feel his strength come back to him in bits. Anastasia sits beside him, looking extremely exhausted. But even with that she manages to carry on her serenity and gives a strange comfort to Klarke. But the coldness of her face brings out a lot of unpleasant questions in his mind.
The doctor suddenly speaks up. He asks Klarke if he remembers anything before the ‘accident’. 

“Accident?”

He lays there in shock, in misery and pain. As his consciousness is less cloudy now – he uses logic, he shakes in agony, looks towards Anastasia and whispers -

“Christine?”

Anastasia is choked with tears and grief. She turns towards the doctor, who silently looks down and says –

“I’m Sorry.”